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Where Home Lies

I walk alone
Searching for a place
Wishing for a home
Safe and strong.

Winds beat me.
Suns burn me.
I’m looking for shelter
Cool and quiet.

With one touch,
You soothe me.
I see
The deep honest truth.

No matter the places
Our lives take us
You are
Where home lies.

T.A. Chase 2007


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Kissed By Gods



I sat, back against the sofa and stared out through the huge window. Black night reflected my image back at me. Shadows danced and rolled behind me. In them, I saw a flash of red and a glimmer of gold.

Triumph swelled in me. This was what I wanted. An encounter with the others. Creatures out of nightmares and daydreams. I wanted them to touch me. I wanted them to fuck me. I needed them to taste me.

As I watched, they emerged, forming out of the light and dark swirling around the room I sat in. One was as dark as night. The other as bright as day. No words were spoken. None were needed. I had been to this point before and knew what would happen next.

The golden one urged me to my feet. He supported me until the dark one’s claws grabbed my hips. The golden one dropped to his knees in front of me and licked from the base to the crown of my cock.

The dark one clasped me tight to his body. One arm acted as a band around my chest, imprisoning me. The other hand searched and plunged fingers into my hole. My cries crashed unheeded through the air.

They claimed me. One with his mouth. The other with his cock. When the dark one thrust into my tight passage, he buried his gleaming teeth into my neck. I moaned, spilling both blood and seed at once.

The golden one swallowed my seed like it was the sweetest ambrosia to him. His glistening eyes held mine and I saw all the hope of heaven there. He was the reason I endured the pain.

I learned I could not have pleasure without pain. I couldn’t have light without dark. I couldn’t have love without hate. There was no good without evil.

I never knew how long I remained caught between the golden creature and the dark one. I knew only that as the sun rose and I had been drained of nearly all my essence, they left. They eased back into the other side of the world from which they had come.

I managed to open my eyes to slit as the key scraped in the lock and the front door of my apartment opened. I ignored the cries of my partner and searched out glimpses of gold.

“You’re going to rehab. I can’t take this anymore.”

The words meant nothing to me. As I was dragged from the room, I caught a flash of red and a glimmer of gold. I was addicted to being kissed by gods.


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A wave crashes against stone
A hand crashes against flesh
Like stone, the soul is immovable
Erosion will destory the stone
Faithlessness will destory the soul

Faith brings trust
Trust saves the soul
The soul becomes strong
Strong becomes stone
In Heaven, there are stones.

T.A. Chase copyright 2007

Sick and tired….



I tried to think of something to post today for the Poetry Train, but I’ve been sick all weekend and my brain isn’t function right. 🙂 So I thought I’d post a little eye candy and tell you to stop by Rhian’s blog to see what stops there are on the train today.

I’m going back to bed and hoping I start to feel better. Have a great day.

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I was busy all weekend, so I didn’t have time to write a new poem for everyone. I thought I’d give you one of my favorite quotes from Rainer Maria Rilke. It’s from his Letter to a Young Poet.


“How could we forget those ancient myths that stand at the beginning of all races, the myths about dragons that at the last moment are transformed into princesses? Perhaps all the dragons in our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us act, just once, with beauty and courage. Perhaps everything that frightens us is, in its deepest essence, something helpless that wants our love.”


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Here’s the cover for the anthology I’m in that’s coming out in October. 🙂 Yep, Emily’s in there with me. Woo-Hoo! Can’t imagine how I got so lucky. Shoot. I thought I had a blurb written up somewhere, but it must be on my computer at home. Or else I told myself I needed to write one and never did..lol.

But I thought I post an excerpt from Understanding Forgiveness…my story. It’s a sweet story…no sex really. Just tension. Having my heroes have sex didn’t really seem to fit in the overall story. I did write UF after I finished Stealing Life and I couldn’t keep those two guys away from each other. I think I went into overload…lol. 😉

Here you go:
The buzz of conversation had quieted when he arrived. He silently counted the seconds waiting for someone to get the nerve to approach him. Five minutes later, someone sat across from him.

“Hi, I’m Basil.”

Mason looked up to see a thin young man sitting in front of him. Shooting a glance over his shoulder, Mason saw Lisa watching them with a worried expression. He wondered if she was afraid he’d attack or hurt Basil in some way. Mason frowned. Being isolated from human or shifter contact made him gruff and unable to deal with idiots, but he still knew enough to be polite to people when he needed to be.

Basil’s shoulder length hair gleamed black as a raven’s wing. Bright shiny black eyes stared at him with curiosity. Those eyes combined with the prominent nose and tilted head conjured images of a crow.

“Mason.” He didn’t offer his hand. Basil looked so fragile, Mason was afraid he’d break a bone by shaking hands with the man.

“Right. The new one Zev and Doc brought in.” Basil’s head bobbed.

“Guess so. Where are they?” He wondered why they weren’t eating with the rest.

“Zev stopped by earlier. He doesn’t like all the noise. Too many people. Too much talking.” Basil shrugged. “Doc had a rough night. We won’t see him until lunch or maybe even supper.”

“Rough night?”

Basil leaned in as he was sharing a classified secret. “He’s sick and sometimes he has bad nights because of it.”

“Sick? What illness?” Mason thought of how he’d breathed in the doctor’s air last night. Shifters were pretty immune to most diseases, but he didn’t want to risk catching anything.

“No one knows, but it isn’t communicable. At least no one’s gotten sick since coming here.” Basil plucked an apple from Mason’s plate. “What kind are you?”

“Kind?” Mason felt a hiss rise in his throat. He didn’t like sharing, but he fought the urge to rip the apple out of Basil’s hands. There was more food and the man didn’t know how possessive Mason was.

“Animal? Breed? Species?” Basil pointed to himself. “I’m a raven.”

“I’d never have guessed that,” Mason said with a slight smile.

“It’s pretty obvious. Jess, over there, is a monkey.”

Mason looked over to where Basil gestured. A brunette woman nodded to them both as she grabbed a bowl full of fruit. Aside from the fruit though, there was nothing to hint at what she shifted into. A petite woman pulling wiggling bugs from a pan and swallowing them caught Mason’s gaze. He gagged.

“Yeah, it takes a while to get used to watching Fern eat.” Basil lobbed the apple core at Fern.

The woman flipped them the finger as she stuck a cricket in her mouth. Mason turned around before he lost his appetite.

“Fern’s an amphibian. Hey, what kind are you, Fern?” Basil yelled at the lady who calmly flipped them off again. “Fern’s not much of a talker. Oh right, she’s a green tree frog.”

“A tree frog? What the fuck was Von Mertz smoking when he mixed those genes?”

Mason turned to his right as a huge man sat down next to him. The stranger stuck his hand out and said, “I’m Boris and I’m a bear.”

“Yes, I can see you are.” Mason shook the large hand and managed not to whimper as Boris squeezed his bones together.

“Boris, you’re doing it again.” Basil tapped Boris on the arm.

“Oh sorry. Sometimes I forget.” Boris released Mason’s hand.

Mason wiggled all his fingers, making sure they all worked. “No problem, man. What are you doing here? I can’t see a lot of naturals messing with you.”

“I don’t have any control over my change. When I get mad or excited, I tend to shift and then things get nasty. It’s easier here. Less pressure and if I make a mistake, my hide’s not likely to end up spread out in front of someone’s fireplace.” Boris’ moustache twitched as the man chuckled.

Mason couldn’t believe how brown and hairy the man was. It looked as if the bear genes almost overrode the human genes in Boris’ body.
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Mason is the shifter and the doctor mentioned in this excerpt is Heinrich Gunther, a doctor with an interesting secret himself. 🙂

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Here’s my contribution:

The ground shakes
As the bombs explode,
Lighting up the night sky.

I think of the boy I love
While huddled in the shelter
Waiting for morning.

He fights a war
He doesn’t believe in
And he longs for it to end.

He’s not English
Nor American.
He is German.

Forced to fight
Or go to a camp
From which he’d never return.

I embrace myself,
Remembering his arms around me
And wishing I’d told him I loved him.

But we don’t speak of love
Not now.
Not in this Germany.

Morning light shines through the window.
I have survived another night.
I pray my love lives as well.

copyright 2007. T.A. Chase

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(This picture was created by the lovely Lisa Andel. It represents Azrael, one of my heroes in my slightly twisted story, To Hell with the Devil.)

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You’ve probably read excerpts from the story on Mondays before. It started as a series of Flash Fiction shorts at the
SEx blog. I turned it into a story about Archelaus, the new master of Hell and Azrael, the angel of death. It’s not finished yet, but it’s different from what I’ve written. Arch is extremely sarcastic, so there’s a lot of smart ass humor in it. I haven’t written much about Azrael, so his personality isn’t as strong to me. Also, it’ll be done in the same vein as Angel’s Evolution. First person point of view and present tense. 🙂 I thought I’d give you an taste of the story.

Here you go: (hot mansex involved in excerpt…don’t read if that bothers you or you’re at work.)

I stare at the boy, thinking the kid would grow up to be fucking gorgeous. Go me for letting him live. The screaming is beginning to give me a headache though, so I give the kid a push out of the accident, making sure he falls safely to the grass out of the way.

“Why do that?”

I look up to see Azrael standing next to the mangled Dodge Charger. While he stares at me, he reaches out to touch an older man. The man jerks and the light fades from his eyes.

“Why do what?” I turn, appreciating the chaos and death all around me.

“Why save him?” He points his chin at the kid.

“Why not?” I sit my ass on the Charger’s trunk, swinging my legs as the ambulance sirens get close to us.

“It doesn’t really fit your image.” He touches a hand hanging out of a broken window.

“Saving a kid?” I shrug. “I’m not interested in dragging his squalling ass down to hell with me.”

“You rule hell. Aren’t you supposed to cause mayhem, fear and death wherever you go?” The angel moves towards a lump of metal that used to be a Honda Civic.

“No matter what you think, I didn’t cause this freaking accident. Heavens, I have better things to do with my time than run around causing humans to lose control of their cars while talking on their cell phones and trying to eat a cheeseburger.”

His raised eyebrow and skeptical look makes me shrug.

“Okay, so I might have had something to do with it.” I look up towards the start of the accident scene where a semi-truck lay on its side. “The truck driver was just so cute and I could read all those nasty thoughts he was having about forcing the hitch-hiker he picked up to give him a blow-job. I figured I’d give him one while he was driving. Not my fault he can’t come and drive at the same time.”

Azrael shakes his head and sighs. “But all these other people? Why cause their deaths and injuries?”

I’m tired of him questioning me. I’m the ruler of hell and earth. It’s my right to do whatever I want with these stupid mortals. No one, not even an angel, has the right to question me.

Jumping down from the car, I stalk towards him, anger swirling inside me. The bright blue sky darkens and the wind picks up, blowing the acidic smell of gasoline and fire around us. I poke his chest, piercing his pale skin with my claw. He hisses as pain and pleasure mixes in his eyes. I lean forward, baring my fangs in a snarl.

“I’ll tell you why I didn’t kill that boy. I don’t take innocent souls into hell with me, Azrael. There are dark and evil souls lined up to enter my realm when they die. Souls who have made the conscious choice to hurt others.” I press my claw in until I can feel his beating heart. “See, I feel no remorse in killing the trucker who would have raped his passenger.”

With my other hand, I gesture to the old man he’d touched minutes earlier. “I don’t have a problem causing the death of a bitter old man who threw his daughter out of his house because she got pregnant by a black man. A bitter old man who always bragged about his charitable heart.”

“There are innocents in this wreckage, Archelaus.” His words are faint.

My anger fills the air around us with heat and oppressive smoke. I can tell his lungs burn with the effort of breathing. I glare at him.

“I don’t care about the innocents. Let your brethren take them. It matters not to me who they were or what they’ve done in their lives. Heaven’s gates open wide for them, but for those like us, there is no sanctuary. No haven to ease our pain and wickedness.”

I grasp his shoulder and bear down, forcing him to his knees. I remove my finger from his chest. I paint his lips with his own blood before I free my cock from its denim prison. Wiping the rest of the red liquid on my prick, I place the bulbous head at his mouth.

“Suck me.”

My command cuts through the control he struggles with. I know he fights the craving for what I can give him. Tilting my hips, I pressed my prick against his bottom lip.

“Suck me.” I flash my fangs at him and he shivers.

Azrael’s mouth opens and sucks me in. My head falls forward, resting my chin on my chest as I stare down into his blue eyes. His tongue swirls around my shaft and searches out every atom of the blood. I bury my fingers in his auburn curls to hold his head still while I start to fuck his mouth. His cheeks hollow as he applies more suction. He presses the flat of his tongue to the throbbing vein on the underside of my cock and I snarl. I feel the scrape of his teeth on my sensitive tip.

The wail of the sirens buzz in my ears. I snap my hips harder and faster. Humming, he reaches up to grip my hips. I tug on his hair, bringing his gaze up to me and I shake my head.

“No touching for you.”

Lust blazes in his eyes and his eyelids droop, blocking his stare from me. I tug on his hair, harder this time. His eyes bright with anger, he glares at me.

“I want to see your eyes.”

I see his consent in the slight quirk of his lips. Azrael starts rocking in time with my thrusts. I take a quick peek down at his groin and see his hand wrapped around his cock. He’s jerking off while I take his mouth.

My balls tingle and draw tight to my body. “Soon, my angel.”

He winks, sucks me down to the base and when the head of my cock hits the back of his throat, he swallows.

“Fuck. Now.” I flood his mouth with cum.

He drinks it down without protest and a soft moan works its way out as he shoots his spunk all over the ground.

“Hey you two.”

The shout shocks me out of my post-climax bliss. Jerking Azrael to his feet, I stuff my limp cock back into my pants as I turn. A cop stalks towards us.

“Shit. The cops. We gotta get out of here.”

I fasten my hand around the angel’s wrist and disappear, waving at the stunned policeman as we fade out of sight.

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Good morning, everyone.

First, Jenna Jones did post a comment on my blog about her website. Quixotic Quest.com So stop by and visit her to see what else she might have coming out.

Second, stop by Rhian’s to see who else is traveling on the Poetry train. And here’s my offering.


Pale skins glows
Pulse throbs
Blood pumps
Teeth gleam

Exquisite joy mingles with
Terrifying pain
Vision fades to darkness
Darkness has fed again.

Have a great day. 🙂

Poetry Train….



I thought I’d share with you a short story I wrote yesterday. I plan on expanding it, but this could be considered the prologue or so. 🙂 Stop by Rhian’s to see who else is playing on the train today.

Kouchou
By: T.A. Chase

Tembo watched the man weave a pattern with the swords. Whirling and twisting his lithe body, the stranger danced to silent music and mesmerized Tembo. The man held a katana in one hand and a wakizahi in the other, but at times, his movements were so fast, the weapons became blurs. Tembo swayed in the doorway, breathless at the deadly beauty of the dance before him. The stranger froze when he spotted Tembo.

“Who are you?” Tembo knew it was impolite to ask so bluntly.

The stranger tucked the blades away and bowed. “I am Kouchou.”

Tembo bowed. “Will you teach me to dance with the swords?”

“It’s not for young silly men.” Kouchou frowned at him. “I’ve been sent from Lord Nagashon.”

“My uncle? Why would he send you here?” Now that he was no longer distracted by the flashing of the swords, he focused on Kouchou. His uncle’s emissary was brown and plain. Nothing stood out except for the man’s voice. It sounded like bells ringing in the Temple. The words Tembo heard next were spoken in such dulcet tones, he almost didn’t realize what had been said.

“He sent me here to kill your honorable grandfather.” Kouchou bowed again.

Tembo’s jaw dropped and fear beat like a drum in his heart. He turned to yell, but an arm wrapped around his waist. Looking down his nose, he saw the tip of Kouchou’s wakizahi pressed against his throat.

“Don’t yell.”

“But I must warn my grandfather’s guards.” Tembo didn’t want to die, but he understood his duty.

Kouchou shook his head. “You have heard of me, haven’t you?”

Tembo thought for a moment. “Kouchou? You are a legend.”

“I am a monster.” The emotion in Kouchou’s smooth voice brought tears to Tembo’s eyes. “Once I perched in a garden like this one, singing my joy of life for everyone to hear.”

He saw the plain man nodded towards his grandfather’s personal garden. Frowning, Tembo asked, “How is that possible? You’ve always been a person.”

Kouchou shook his head, eyes keeping a watchful gaze on the gates to the gardens. “Your uncle coveted my songs. I was once a simple bird, singing and building my nest. There was nothing special about my looks. You have seen the nightingale that lives in your grandfather’s garden. He has no special plumage. Nothing to make him stand out except for his voice.”

Tembo didn’t make a move as the wakizahi lowered and Kouchou stepped away.

“A dark sorcerer trapped me in this body and they made me kill for them. In this form, I’m lost. What am I to do? I just wish to return to my original life. I want to sing in the twilight as the sun dies and the moon is born again.” Kouchou sheathed the sword, turning his back on Tembo.

“Why tell me? Why warn me about my uncle’s plot against my grandfather?” He heard the sound of footsteps. Grandfather approached and Tembo hadn’t warned the guards yet.

“The Emperor, Lord Nagason, worries your grandfather plots against him.” Kouchou turned to face Tembo again.”I tell you this because I would make a deal with you.”

“A deal?” Tembo was young and didn’t have a lot of experience with people, but he didn’t think making deals with an assassin was smart.

“Yes. I will teach you all I know about the swords. In return, when the time is right, I need you to kill me.”

“Kill you?” He shook his head. “I can’t kill a little ant. There’s no way I’d be able to end your life.”

“I think you are stronger than you give yourself credit for being.” Kouchou walked further out into the garden.

Tembo watched in silent awe as several birds flew to the assassin, settling on his shoulders and outstretched hands. Their chirps and songs filled the air. A smile broke on Kouchou’s face and suddenly the plain brown man was no longer plain. He was beautiful.

A noise made them both whirl. Grandfather was entering the garden. Kouchou waved the birds away and looked at Tembo, hand reaching for one of his swords.

“What is it to be, young one? Do I end your grandfather’s life or will you end mine when I say it is time?”

Tembo understood he didn’t have any choice. He bowed again and said, “Honorable teacher, I would learn all you have to show me.”

Kouchou let the sword drop back in place, bowing to Tembo in return. “You have chosen the only path you believe open to you. I admire a man who would take on an unpleasant task to save someone he loved.”

“Honored grandson, who is this man?” Grandfather and his guards halted a few feet away.

Tembo knelt and bowed, touching his forehead to the ground. Kouchou took his place beside him. “Most honorable grandfather, this is Kouchou. He’s been sent by our esteemed Emperor to be my weapons teacher.”

Thus began the strangest and most wonderful time of Tembo’s life. Simply because a plain man with a nightingale’s voice asked him to kill him.

copyright (c) 2007 TA Chase

Hope you enjoyed it. 🙂